Well, i guess that means i can start anywhere.


You know, i've just read over my entries from the times before, and you know, i came to a rather scary conclusion, Juses bloody chirst upon my retched heaven in this hell, was i a frigging emo !!! like seriusly, but you know. all is good that ends good, though not really. Anywyas, i was like a walking cliche, obsession over cute girls, problems with school, having problems with fitting in, and finally, doing the whole suicide thing. Somebody smack me!

But i guess that just life.

Lately i've been my DA account barely alive, basically how in sibirian concetration canps, that couldn't kill the person, but they've kept them barely alive on bread and water for a very long time. Yeah that's my DA account, i forgot the last time i've actaully copmented on somebody's art, i just think it has been commercilised too much. It grew out of that underground art with honest opinions into an in your face franchise. And one big popularity contest. Just not the same anymore i guess.

Also, you know i have to admit, this is however a good statement on modern art, cause, it really shows you how hard it is to stand out. Here are all stiles, of all colours, and every possible way of doing it, but it's the "popular kids" that get the front stage. This really shows about how art goes around in the modern era, too many people are good, so now it comes down to also who you know, and you blow.

Well that could be a bit too literally, though i always pondered on the possibilities of cyber sex.

Anywyas, update done, i'm not longer emo, i'm a bartender, starting acting school in september, and who stopped caring about the DA drama, and only posts things on here for his own benefit, because he prays it is the one place that he can back up his art... god knows i've lost the orginals of all of the stuff on here.

anywhoo, peace gangsters. See you again in approximetly half a year.